Monday, March 30, 2009

First Day Back

Okay, so its my first day back at work after the spring break. Man was it hard to get out of bed this morning. A week of waking up when I wanted to, now I'm spoiled. It is also my first day back doing WW. I am doing it myself, not going to the meetings, so I will see how I do. Honestly, I could make excuses why I am not going to the meetings, like "My schedule is to hectic this time of year", and it is, or, "It's on the other side of town (nowhere near close) and its too costly to do that", or "I don't like the meetings (which I really don't) and its not helping me (which it was)." But, honestly, HONESTLY??? It's too much of a damned chore! I got to where I hated going. So, trying it myself, on my own. We will see how that works!

So my first day went well. Packed my lunch last night so I had no excuse. Made myself eat breakfast (I hate breakfast, but know that it helps me in my weight loss). Got up earlier so I didn't have the running out of time excuse handy for not eating breakfast or not preparing my lunch. It's truly hard. I am taking it one day at a time. I am honest enough, as well, to say I have no clue if this will last another day, another week, another month, or another year. I do know that I will never, NEVER quit trying. I can't.

So, here I go again. Wish me luck! I need it! I'm feeling a bit better this week and working through health issues. The fatigue gets severe sometimes, but I work through that as well. That's when I do AWFUL on my diet. But, again, I can't give up.

Thanks as always for commenting and/or reading my blog. Your support means the world to me!


skinnyhollie said...

I know exactly what you are going through...we got TWO weeks for Spring Break. I still don't want to get up in the mornings!

I think it's awesome that you don't want to quit. I'm the same way. I will keep getting up and starting over until I get it right. And I don't think anything is wrong with that!

Debby said...

Good job getting up early to do something you don't like to do. Breakfast really is important. Packing your lunch was awesome too. Planning ahead is the only thing that keeps me on track for sure. I'll send you some energy vibes!

Carlos said...

way to get back to it.... love love love the new bloggity look. pinkalicious!

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