I'm stuck!

Okay, I haven't been here in awhile! I haven't had time, nor the energy, nor the drive to do this or anything else for that matter. I have been seriously sucking on the diet. Trying to do it at home and that's not working out too good for me. I need something to jolt me back to reality and to keep me from just giving in.........

Will be having surgery in less than a month. Yep the female surgery that all of us just totally look forward to. Yes, I could blame the lack of enthusiasm for WW right now on the fact that I have to have surgery.....but its just that.....an excuse. I am just not motivated. To eat right, to exercise, to do anything. I have felt terrible for several months now and its my own fault. I am eating crap so I feel like crap. Have put back on 9 lbs. What a dope!

So, here I sit, trying to get back in the game, but not really caring about the game, the score, or the outcome~~